...Do you two want this one or should I take it?

-Galahad

I've lately returned from my time away at the monastary considering my options and my wish for a religious life. I find that wish remains with me still, I think it more than just a wish but having spoken to Father Francis on one of his visits to us, having spoken with my...second I think, cousin, Gareth and having spent some time actually listening instead of simply doing and saying what I wanted God to want for me, I've found I am still called to the knighthood too.

One perhaps, and then another. At this moment it remains the knighthood for which I am needed, and though I plan that I will still be spending much time at the monastary, (My friends have made me promise that) I've come back into the Sarikari to take up learning the things I missed in my last life, due to my overhasty but nessecary knighting. Sir Lancel... no, that isn't right, my father has said that he will help me as I need, there's Lady Ragnell to have tea with tommorow afternoon, and there are Siorus and Anwas whom I have promised my father I will spend some time with, to try and gauge their moods and feelings, why they think the way they do and how they can be helped.

I do not know how sucessful I will be upon that last charge I have taken up, but all part of the process I suppose. All a part that I am ready to embrace, that I feel I have been sent back here for, among those other things I feel that I should do now.

There's the novel to finish, there is Mordred to help when he has fully recovered too, and there is a life here that I think I am ready to embrace now.

We will see exactly where it takes me.

-Galahad