Is this then what freedom means again?
Well Thank Merlin for Harry Potter. I can't stay in the world I used to live in with the spectre of it following me so I think it puts me here for possibly the very rest of my days.
That will take some getting used to. I ought to feel relieved or something and I am, I truly am. I am not in the least disapointed that the war has ended, that my work has ended but its left me with a sort of flatness wondering what is to come now, knowing that again I am left with the ability to make my own choices, to let those define me again.
Once again I will be more than just the sum of my work. I do not know how to be that anymore. I do not know how to be much of anything. Apparantly it is up to me to learn but I can't help being just a bit afraid.
-E. Blackadder
Well Thank Merlin for Harry Potter. I can't stay in the world I used to live in with the spectre of it following me so I think it puts me here for possibly the very rest of my days.
That will take some getting used to. I ought to feel relieved or something and I am, I truly am. I am not in the least disapointed that the war has ended, that my work has ended but its left me with a sort of flatness wondering what is to come now, knowing that again I am left with the ability to make my own choices, to let those define me again.
Once again I will be more than just the sum of my work. I do not know how to be that anymore. I do not know how to be much of anything. Apparantly it is up to me to learn but I can't help being just a bit afraid.
-E. Blackadder
If live journal won’t cooperate then so be it. I’ve still come back for a short while, there still are things I’d like to say within the window I can take today and I’m going to say them before I head back.
( always a Slytherin )
-E. Blackadder
( always a Slytherin )
-E. Blackadder
- Mood:
determined
