Current mood:

worried

"I just let them say it. I didn't try to stop things. Why?"

"I think that they feel badly not because it happened, but because YOU do."

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My Lady. If there is one thing which I may try to make clear to you tonight, it is that you bear no more responsibility for their behavior than you bear for my own. It is not wrong for you to feel those other things which you feel while this is happening. Of anyone, you have ever deserved happiness and there is no denying it because you think that you do not feel bad enough.

Perhaps there is a way yet to fix these things. We will look together and for you, I will do whatever is most needed in order that we may set them right. You are owed this much and should not need to feel such shame for these things other people did.

I hardly think that running away from instant messenger and never signing on again is going to change that. You take too much blame upon yourself for those things that they all said today both inside the window and outside of it. That such things happen is not your fault nor within your control.

I am certain that she does not hate you for it.

-Lancelot

You have yet to claim your gift from me also. When you would like to do that, let me know.